Fake Friends

Have you ever had a friend that meant a lot to you, someone that you considered your best friend? Then one day its like you wake up and there gone?

Iv'e had a lot of 'friends' thought that we be best friends forever all the way through life, but life got in the way and we ended up drifting apart. I'm okay with that. I'm okay with that because I got to be their friend and I got to experience that friendship.

Recently though I've had trouble and a fake friend issue with someone that I really thought would be my friend through it all. We been friends forever since I was extremely little and I only have one other friend that I've know that long, but we only went to school together for a 3 years before we split apart to separate schools. This is are first back in school together and the first time in 3 years we live close together again. Complicated right?

Somehow between changing schools, moving houses, family issues and me leaving the last three years, we've managed to stay friends. I always thought best friends but I think she stopped thinking that way somewhere along the way.

I have to say of course when I came back I knew it was gonna be hard. 3 years is a long time and she had a new best friend that of course I felt a little threatened by but that past once I got to know her and she's so nice. Which lead to the problem I see and talk to this girl everyday but its weird and she's keeps blowing me off both girls do. I guess what I'm trying to write I feel like were drifting apart and I'm disappointed that its happening, I don't want it to I want my best friend.

 I just wanted to write this and say that sometimes its necessary for friendships to lets say drift, sometimes it just happen and your okay with it, well sometimes you can do everything to keep it and it happens anyway.

I wish I could change it but I can't.

Moving on, I'm sorry I haven't written in so long, in case anyone noticed, but we had finals these past weeks and I've lacked a little inspiration, thank you so much for reading it means a lot and I will get better with the posts I promise.

Talk to You Later.

With Love,
Thatgirl99