Have you ever had a friend that meant a lot to you, someone that you considered your best friend? Then one day its like you wake up and there gone?
Iv'e had a lot of 'friends' thought that we be best friends forever all the way through life, but life got in the way and we ended up drifting apart. I'm okay with that. I'm okay with that because I got to be their friend and I got to experience that friendship.
Recently though I've had trouble and a fake friend issue with someone that I really thought would be my friend through it all. We been friends forever since I was extremely little and I only have one other friend that I've know that long, but we only went to school together for a 3 years before we split apart to separate schools. This is are first back in school together and the first time in 3 years we live close together again. Complicated right?
Somehow between changing schools, moving houses, family issues and me leaving the last three years, we've managed to stay friends. I always thought best friends but I think she stopped thinking that way somewhere along the way.
I have to say of course when I came back I knew it was gonna be hard. 3 years is a long time and she had a new best friend that of course I felt a little threatened by but that past once I got to know her and she's so nice. Which lead to the problem I see and talk to this girl everyday but its weird and she's keeps blowing me off both girls do. I guess what I'm trying to write I feel like were drifting apart and I'm disappointed that its happening, I don't want it to I want my best friend.
I just wanted to write this and say that sometimes its necessary for friendships to lets say drift, sometimes it just happen and your okay with it, well sometimes you can do everything to keep it and it happens anyway.
I wish I could change it but I can't.
Moving on, I'm sorry I haven't written in so long, in case anyone noticed, but we had finals these past weeks and I've lacked a little inspiration, thank you so much for reading it means a lot and I will get better with the posts I promise.
Talk to You Later.
With Love,
Thatgirl99
Saturday, January 31, 2015
Sunday, January 4, 2015
2015
Happy New Year!
How are is your new year going?
I hope its going well, but if its not remember its only been 4 or 5 days and theres still 360 days left to make the year better. (There's going to be some bad days.)
The new year is always a weird time. Deciding on resolutions saying goodbye to the year before trying to make this year the best year. Usually I find I try to hard to make the year a good one,and to try to get my resolutions done.
When I don't get a resolutions done or something that 'shuts me down', I end up quitting and disappointing myself. I'm trying not to let that happen this year.
This year instead of struggling with resolutions and making this year a good year, I am counting the things I do every day, the little things I love in the day, and the things I'm thankful for. I have a jar and everyday on a slip of paper I write done something about that day and then put it in the jar(wow complicated!). At the end of the year I can take them out and look back on my year and all the little things (I can scrapbook them later) as well the big things I will remember most of the time.
I really hope this year is going to be a good one, for everyone and that its going to be a year to remember. 2014 was pretty great but had lot of moments that I would have rather avoided and hopefully 2015 will be better.
I hope whoever is reading this has a great year to! I also hope you try and use the 'jar resolutions' (I don't know is that what I should call it?) Theres pictures inclosed below of my jar, its really easy and cheap to do just go to hobby lobby and a get a jar (there like $3) and find some decorations to fit you and then just use random bits of paper.
I'll write again when I can and comment below if you do start the jar and anything else you want me to write about if you care /anyone reads this.
To a great year.
With Love,
thatgirl99
My Jar 2015
I keep the jar on my bookcase so I
remember to write something everyday.
(sorry if this image is a bit blurry the candle is to blame)
How are is your new year going?
I hope its going well, but if its not remember its only been 4 or 5 days and theres still 360 days left to make the year better. (There's going to be some bad days.)
The new year is always a weird time. Deciding on resolutions saying goodbye to the year before trying to make this year the best year. Usually I find I try to hard to make the year a good one,and to try to get my resolutions done.
When I don't get a resolutions done or something that 'shuts me down', I end up quitting and disappointing myself. I'm trying not to let that happen this year.
This year instead of struggling with resolutions and making this year a good year, I am counting the things I do every day, the little things I love in the day, and the things I'm thankful for. I have a jar and everyday on a slip of paper I write done something about that day and then put it in the jar(wow complicated!). At the end of the year I can take them out and look back on my year and all the little things (I can scrapbook them later) as well the big things I will remember most of the time.
I really hope this year is going to be a good one, for everyone and that its going to be a year to remember. 2014 was pretty great but had lot of moments that I would have rather avoided and hopefully 2015 will be better.
I hope whoever is reading this has a great year to! I also hope you try and use the 'jar resolutions' (I don't know is that what I should call it?) Theres pictures inclosed below of my jar, its really easy and cheap to do just go to hobby lobby and a get a jar (there like $3) and find some decorations to fit you and then just use random bits of paper.
I'll write again when I can and comment below if you do start the jar and anything else you want me to write about if you care /anyone reads this.
To a great year.
With Love,
thatgirl99
I always write the date on the paper
remember to write something everyday.
(sorry if this image is a bit blurry the candle is to blame)
Tuesday, December 30, 2014
Starting Out
I'm starting a blog. Why you may ask?
Recently I read a book written by Zoe Sugg, most of you have heard of it, the book is called 'Girl Online' even though most of its not gonna happen in anybody's daily life ( I don't expect a free trip to new york and a really hot sweet famous musician boyfriend any time soon!) It still had some really strong messages to it, that really related to me.
In Zoella's book, whether its based her own experiences or not which I think it is, to most of it I could really relate ,in the beginning when the character writes about how she feels so much inside of her but can't get it out, is exactly the way feel now. A LOT HAS HAPPENED to me in the last year alone and I guess I'm just hoping theres other people out there who can relate to me.
I'm not really alone, but I feel alone I have friends but there far away in more ways then one and feels hard to gain their attention anymore, almost like I don't exist. ( I expected that) I guess I've tried writing a dairy but like Penny in the book, I find it very pointless, someone needs to read it I don't care if it's just one person, as long as it's out in the universe!
Thats why I am writing this so I have something to tell someone. I don't know really, it might sound really stupid or that I am copying the book or whatever, but I'm not I just want to share my experiences so that hopefully I won't feel alone and others won't either ( if anybody reads this). I promise I won't write deep meaning full boring stuff, because trust me a LOT of embarrassing things happen to me that I'm curious to know if they happen to others. FYI I suck at spelling and grammer so theres probably gonna be a lot of mistakes in here! (hope it doesn't bother you to much!)
Any ways thats about this for this first post! I promise to write again soon hopefully if anyone cares! Tell me what you think in the comments. Thank you so much for reading if you do!
With Love,
thatgirl99
P.S. I love taking photos ( told you girl online relates to me so much!!!) So theres gonna be some random photos below or above or somewhere on the page!
Corn Mazes in the dark!
Now it winter but earlier this year it was a beautiful fall
Some winter hot coco! with a mountain of whip cream!!!!
Recently I read a book written by Zoe Sugg, most of you have heard of it, the book is called 'Girl Online' even though most of its not gonna happen in anybody's daily life ( I don't expect a free trip to new york and a really hot sweet famous musician boyfriend any time soon!) It still had some really strong messages to it, that really related to me.
In Zoella's book, whether its based her own experiences or not which I think it is, to most of it I could really relate ,in the beginning when the character writes about how she feels so much inside of her but can't get it out, is exactly the way feel now. A LOT HAS HAPPENED to me in the last year alone and I guess I'm just hoping theres other people out there who can relate to me.
I'm not really alone, but I feel alone I have friends but there far away in more ways then one and feels hard to gain their attention anymore, almost like I don't exist. ( I expected that) I guess I've tried writing a dairy but like Penny in the book, I find it very pointless, someone needs to read it I don't care if it's just one person, as long as it's out in the universe!
Thats why I am writing this so I have something to tell someone. I don't know really, it might sound really stupid or that I am copying the book or whatever, but I'm not I just want to share my experiences so that hopefully I won't feel alone and others won't either ( if anybody reads this). I promise I won't write deep meaning full boring stuff, because trust me a LOT of embarrassing things happen to me that I'm curious to know if they happen to others. FYI I suck at spelling and grammer so theres probably gonna be a lot of mistakes in here! (hope it doesn't bother you to much!)
Any ways thats about this for this first post! I promise to write again soon hopefully if anyone cares! Tell me what you think in the comments. Thank you so much for reading if you do!
With Love,
thatgirl99
P.S. I love taking photos ( told you girl online relates to me so much!!!) So theres gonna be some random photos below or above or somewhere on the page!
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