Recently I read a book written by Zoe Sugg, most of you have heard of it, the book is called 'Girl Online' even though most of its not gonna happen in anybody's daily life ( I don't expect a free trip to new york and a really hot sweet famous musician boyfriend any time soon!) It still had some really strong messages to it, that really related to me.
In Zoella's book, whether its based her own experiences or not which I think it is, to most of it I could really relate ,in the beginning when the character writes about how she feels so much inside of her but can't get it out, is exactly the way feel now. A LOT HAS HAPPENED to me in the last year alone and I guess I'm just hoping theres other people out there who can relate to me.
I'm not really alone, but I feel alone I have friends but there far away in more ways then one and feels hard to gain their attention anymore, almost like I don't exist. ( I expected that) I guess I've tried writing a dairy but like Penny in the book, I find it very pointless, someone needs to read it I don't care if it's just one person, as long as it's out in the universe!
Thats why I am writing this so I have something to tell someone. I don't know really, it might sound really stupid or that I am copying the book or whatever, but I'm not I just want to share my experiences so that hopefully I won't feel alone and others won't either ( if anybody reads this). I promise I won't write deep meaning full boring stuff, because trust me a LOT of embarrassing things happen to me that I'm curious to know if they happen to others. FYI I suck at spelling and grammer so theres probably gonna be a lot of mistakes in here! (hope it doesn't bother you to much!)
Any ways thats about this for this first post! I promise to write again soon hopefully if anyone cares! Tell me what you think in the comments. Thank you so much for reading if you do!
With Love,
thatgirl99
P.S. I love taking photos ( told you girl online relates to me so much!!!) So theres gonna be some random photos below or above or somewhere on the page!
